Sunday, November 22, 2009

Scorpio: On First Love

Well it is said that Scorpios are better lovers and passionate too. Though I can't comment on any others, I have seen scorpios. So, this time it's for all the people in the globe, who believe in love and passion, the way as I do, are welcome to join and be a part of this community.........
I never was struck before that hour
With love so sudden and sweet
Her face it bloomed like a flower
And stole away my heart complete
My face seemed turned to pale
My legs refused to walk away,
And when she looked “what could I ail”
My life and all seemed turned to clay
I never saw so sweet a face
As that I stood before
My heart has left its dwelling place
And could return no more.

In Search of Twilight


Silent dark night,
A smooth breeze is blowing,
The thought of you, driving me wild
Sitting atop my aisle
I search for you, in my soul
C’mon, c’mon……..
My heart wants more

It was winter, I met you
The place……..
Oh!! It’s the World Wide Web
It started with a HIT!!!
A mere virtual visit……
A series of mails and replies
With links to funny places
An invitation for virtual tour
Then, it happened…….


By summer, this has reached its peak
With feelings, emotions, thoughts
All intertwined…….
You & I, became
This has all, gone so far
It is the belongingness,
That matters all
And that of loyalty, passion, forgiveness,
Plus, lot others that account for………

WE are countless miles away
But we meet everyday
The WEB as the mediator
We share our emotions
Things are now gone beyond,
And we share a bond
That is much more than LOVE

Silent dark night,
A smooth breeze…………
Our heart wants more.



I hate you dear
Coz I know I can't make you happy
All the things that U ever wanted,
I may be a glass in between
And, so I hate you
Or, that is what I started pretending...

I hate you dear
Coz I know I can't bring the moon for U
All that is needed,
Honesty, Truthfulness, Open Hearted
Is not some of my qualities
And, so I hate you
Or, as I am not very Understanding...

I hate you dear
Coz I know I won't be there,
If at least you should need me
Diplomatic, as I am also very Sarcastic
And, so I hate you
Or, because I am a crazy lunatic

I hate you dear
Coz I know I make you cry
Pride is what I feel when I see U cry
Selfishness, Egotism, Ugliness in desire
Is what filled inside me
And, so I hate you
Or, because my heart gonna dry

I hate you dear
Coz I know I don't care for U
I make you sick,
With each passing day
Demanding, Dominating, Degrade
Is what I always do to U
And, so I hate you
Or, because I always ACT,
As if, I Love You, I Miss You, I Cry for You, I Cherish You, I Respect You, I Feel You, Hold You,,,,,,

I hate you dear
Coz I know I never wanted U near
As the time flies,
My philosophy of Holding Back things
Has come to an END.....
With the Volcano Inside erupting,
And with the Lava flooding....
I am now opening myself, out of the closed space
To share my thoughts and secrets, And...
Just to let you know the three words,
That I hold on to myself till today,


©Prabin K Padhy