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Why, I HATE YOU..

I HATE YOU....

I hate you dear
Coz I know I can't make you happy
All the things that U ever wanted,
I may be a glass in between
And, so I hate you
Or, that is what I started pretending...

I hate you dear
Coz I know I can't bring the moon for U
All that is needed,
Honesty, Truthfulness, Open Hearted
Is not some of my qualities
And, so I hate you
Or, as I am not very Understanding...

I hate you dear
Coz I know I won't be there,
If at least you should need me
Diplomatic, as I am also very Sarcastic
And, so I hate you
Or, because I am a crazy lunatic


I hate you dear
Coz I know I make you cry
Pride is what I feel when I see U cry
Selfishness, Egotism, Ugliness in desire
Is what filled inside me
And, so I hate you
Or, because my heart gonna dry

I hate you dear
Coz I know I don't care for U
I make you sick,
With each passing day
Demanding, Dominating, Degrade
Is what I always do to U
And, so I hate you
Or, because I always ACT,
As if, I Love You, I Miss You, I Cry for You, I Cherish You, I Respect You, I Feel You, Hold You,,,,,,

I hate you dear
Coz I know I never wanted U near
As the time flies,
My philosophy of Holding Back things
Has come to an END.....
With the Volcano Inside erupting,
And with the Lava flooding....
I am now opening myself, out of the closed space
To share my thoughts and secrets, And...
Just to let you know the three words,
That I hold on to myself till today,
That.....
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I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU......


©Prabin K Padhy

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